now that i think about it, it would just be easier if i continue my schooling for the 18 months left. i’m sure i can stick it out even if things are difficult at home, i think even if things are rough with my mother it would be the biggest disappointment to her and everyone else if i dropped out and i wouldn’t be able to live with that, also it would be harder to find a job and everything… a lot of my australian side of my family dropped out of school (gran, aunts, uncles, majority except my father) and that’s what was kind of swaying my decision, like “if they ended up good, why can’t I?” but things were different back then and it’s a lot harder to find a job now, i know
anyway this post isn’t about lecturing you on what i think about the subject and stuff, i just felt like thanking those who helped me out and gave their advice, it means a lot and even though i didn’t end up going through with the idea of dropping out it’s nice to know there are people who support you
this is the last serious post of today i swear
not that i want to turn my followers into avid shenny shippers or anything but c’mon… there is no way you can watch this without loving them
